Running a Business by Trial and Error

Because I had another improvement in my health since starting the new treatment, I decided I could put some effort into making Kitty Mine Crafts grow. I think my search engine optimization is decent, because people do find me, but I think I suck at advertising. I tried advertising by using Ravelry first, then by using search ads on Etsy. I didn’t feel like I had a whole lot of success with the Ravelry advertising. I got maybe a 1% click rate on my ads, and that tells me that either they aren’t good ads or that the ad placement wasn’t good (or maybe I have expectations that are too high). I think the problem was that my ads aren’t good enough – Ravelry is a place where knitters and spinners gather, and I make products for those people in particular. These are some of the ads I made (the others won’t display in my browser – they worked just fine on Ravelry, though, and got the same number of views each):

 KMC Yarn Ad2 KMC Batt Ad

The ads rotated throughout the notebook section of Ravelry. I designed them myself – I’m no expert at graphic design, but I’m also not a professional photographer and my shop photos seem to work out. I might try to figure out what went wrong and redesign the ads.

I read both positive and negative things about Etsy’s search ads, so I thought I’d try them for myself. At first, it worked well – I got sales right away. I think that it had an effect on me like gambling has on some people (early payoff makes me unrealistically expect more payoff in the future if I just wait long enough), and I stopped getting sales from the ads but kept them running too long. Now I’ve spent more on advertising than I made in sales.

I realized that I need to learn how to more effectively use what advertising I have, both the free stuff and the paid stuff. Someone had great advice about how to make the ads more effective on one of the Etsy forums – choose a few items with “clickable” photos and only advertise those. It doesn’t mean that your other items aren’t good, it’s just that some pictures make people want to click more than others do. Fair enough – that’s what I’m trying now. I just started this approach a few days ago, so I’m still tweaking my selection.

In the meantime, I’ve gotten more foster kittens.

8 - wandering

I thought that since my business is called “Kitty Mine Crafts”, and I do sell a few cat toys,  that it would make sense to post pictures of the fuzzy babies on my Facebook and Twitter pages. This would serve two purposes: 1. It gets the foster kittens some exposure, so that maybe someone will fall in love and want to adopt them, and 2. Kittens are cute and will make some people come to my page just to see them, and maybe they’ll see some yarn or wool that they like, too (there’s a huge overlap in the knitter/spinner and kitten lover communities). The kittens seemed to have at least expanded my Facebook membership. Maybe the Twitter membership as well. I’ll call that a win.

I’m also trying to develop some unique products that I can repeat. I’ve developed these batts that I call Opalescent Batts (they will be available next week):

Opalescent batts

I can repeat these because the wool is commercially dyed, so I can get the same colorways again and again. The great thing about a listing like this is that I only have to take photos once, because all of the subsequent batts will look exactly like the first ones. I spend far more time photographing, editing photos, and listing items on Etsy than I ever do in making them. Most of my other rovings and batts are one of a kind, so I have to put in a massive amount of work every time. This should make my process more efficient.

I’m also going to try to repeat roving colorways that sold quickly. If they’ve sold once, maybe they’ll be good again, right? I’ve also learned to dye more than one item for each listing of “limited” items. Again, more products for almost the same amount of work.

I feel like I’ve done a good job so far, given that I haven’t had a single formal business lesson in my life. I’ve been open for eight months and have sold a total of one hundred and eighty items to over a hundred people. I know the first year (or more) of a new business is harder, that it takes time to grow a client base. Despite all that, I get frustrated that I will get sales every day for a couple of weeks, then none for long stretches of time. I see other Etsy people/businesses posting things they make on their Facebook pages and people want them so badly that they sell out before ever having to list them on Etsy. I need to figure out how to make that happen.

I also hope to be able to attend craft fairs some day. Right now, I am so small that the cost of renting a booth is prohibitive. I also worry that, because I sell a niche item, there really won’t be an audience for my wares at the local craft shows. If I could get a booth at a wool market or other specifically knitting/spinning themed gathering, I’d have a shot, but it’s really expensive. The Estes Park Wool Market, for example, costs $350 for the weekend. I’m just not that big yet – I can’t be sure I’ll make that back in sales. I’m also not healthy enough to put in those hours. I think the by the second day (and quite possibly half way through the first) I’d be half dead. I could hire someone to cover for me, but that just adds to the costs that I already find to be too steep.

With all this talk of wanting to grow, I should add that I also need to figure out just how big I want to be. Right now, I run my business from my home. When the ME/CFS  tells me I can’t work, that’s ok. If I get too big, I’ll need to consider a studio, maybe even a brick and mortar store. I’d have to have employees, and I’d have to have regular, predictable hours. This is just not something that I can do right now. Also, I travel a lot. If I get too big, I’d have to either stop traveling or deal with a giant backlog of orders while I am out. I get anxiety when I get orders while I’m gone. I always check to make sure buyers have gotten my message that I will ship upon my return, but almost none of them read the shop announcement or the automatic email in which I point this out and give them the opportunity to cancel the order if they just can’t wait. I fear that one day someone will leave me bad feedback about being slow because they didn’t read my messages. I have too many items in my shop now to edit each listing with this information. I don’t want to put my shop on vacation while I’m gone because people aren’t seeing what I have to offer, and I keep reading nightmare stories about people who have done exactly that and lost all the progress they’d previously made getting found (and no one can buy your items if they can’t find them). The solution I want to try for my next trip is to deactivate all but a manageable number of my listings and put a note about my travel dates right at the top of the few active listings.

So, you can see that any success I’ve had in my business is not pure luck – it has taken some exhausting work. I’ve had to set limits on the time I put into this (and I’m getting better, but not great, about enforcing them) because I work too hard. The process is constantly about learning and adapting to the sales environment. Speaking of, I’m off to learn some more about how to make my shop successful.

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All the Rest

This week, I’m resting. It’s not something I like to do, but it’s something I understand I must do. In just about two weeks, my brother and his family are coming out for Christmas. I am utterly thrilled about this, but I have to prepare. Preparing for me is not like it is for most people. For most, it’s about cleaning the house and decorating to make the guests feel like it’s really Christmas! For me, it’s about storing as much energy as I can so that I can actually enjoy visiting people who I don’t get to see often enough. The house will be clean(ish). There will be some decoration (Michael put Christmas lights on the outside of our house for the first time ever!). It just won’t be up to the standards I would like. But my guests will understand.

Resting this week means that I am not going to any appointment outside of my house. It doesn’t mean that I won’t leave the house at all, it just means that I have the luxury of doing it if and when I feel up to it. The problem with my appointments is that I have to go at the time scheduled, but sometimes I feel sick and really wish I could stay home instead (and this includes fun things like knit night). The stress of the whole thing makes it so I use more energy than I might otherwise. I will have none of that this week. I am still going to work, but that’s easy enough because again, I can do it on my own time. I build in 3 days to my expected ship date to account for such things as “I don’t feel well enough to make the 2-minute drive the the post office and Michael is out of town and can’t drop it off for me.” The people who ask me for custom jobs give me a long enough lead time that I can easily meet their expectations. I have no worries about this.

This time, I’m a little more at peace with the idea that I have to rest. I still don’t like it, mind you, but I have found something that makes this need acceptable in my world. I got the testing back from Dr M, and finally, I look sick on paper. I’m sick enough that a pure medical doctor could see it. I’m in late stage adrenal failure. My acupuncturist doesn’t like the word “failure” to describe the condition, but I call it like I see it. My adrenal glands cannot keep up with the stress on my body, and they are now failing to do their job. I don’t judge them for it, I just know they can’t keep up.

Don’t get too excited that I finally have a diagnosis. I don’t. This is just like the ME/CFS diagnosis – adrenal failure is a symptom, not the disease. This also isn’t to be confused with Addison’s disease. As I understand it, Addison’s is usually autoimmune, with a few cases being about traumatic or congenital damage to the adrenal glands, and this is the primary disease. My adrenal glands are not damaged, they’re just overworked. The catch is, we need to find out why my adrenal glands are working too hard. There is some stressor hiding and completely overtaking my body. I have no evidence of infection or parasites. I am not emotionally stressed. I don’t seem to be having any more food reactions. It’s important to figure this out because adrenal insufficiency is life threatening.

Dr M was surprised when none of his testing showed a cause for the adrenal insufficiency. He was sure I had a parasite or infection that was just overlooked by my previous doctors. On the bright side, when the testing came back, he acknowledged that I am not an easy case, that I don’t fit into one of his boxes, and that I am really, really sick.

I have a theory about the biggest contributing factor to the adrenal problem. I think it’s my heart. I think that when I have low blood pressure and my heart tries to race to keep up with my cardiac output needs (a function powered by adrenaline), it puts demands on my adrenal glands that I can’t keep up with. I think that the dizzy spells I have been experiencing in the last few weeks are due to the fact that my body just can’t keep up, and it can’t get blood to my brain. I am going to mention this to Dr M the next time I see him. My next appointment is going to be after Christmas. He wants to retest and see if he can find parasites or infections that he can treat. We’re doing a protocol right now that should coax out anything hiding. If he doesn’t find something, I think that my theory should be explored. I am feeling more and more that my primary problem is cardiac output. If you don’t have enough blood circulation, it suppresses the immune system, makes you tired, and causes stress. Cardiomyopathy (or more particularly, whatever caused it) is very likely the root cause of my condition.

So, now that we’ve covered the technical stuff, let’s move on to the fun things!

I’m still doing well with my shop. I am growing quickly, and I’ve inquired with a wholesaler about forming a relationship so I can carry a larger variety of things in my shop! One thing I want in particular is commercially dyed wool so I can better fill these sampler packs I developed:

Wool Paint Sampler for Felting or Spinning - Hand dyed Merino Wool Roving in Flower Colors

I got the idea from these really cool felted paintings I’ve seen on Etsy. I realized that the people who make this art view wool like paint. I actually picked up needle felting supplies so I could try to make things like this – not that I have that level of skill,  but I can create simple things. I’m working on Christmas themed felt coasters right now. They look a little primitive, but skill takes time to develop.

I’ve also been making new cat toys. It helps that I have kittens to demo the products – I feel like this is a win for everyone involved. I get to test the toys on the kittens to make sure they are something cats actually want to play with, I get pictures of kitties actually using my toys so people can see that real cats like the toys, and the kittens get a little exposure (I mention in my listings that the kittens will be up for adoption, and if someone wants to pursue the adoption I can send them to the shelter to see if they are a good match).

I just developed “Kitty Fusilli”…

Cat Toy - Set of 3 Kitty Fusilli - Wool/ Cotton/ Silk/ NylonCat Toy - Set of 3 Kitty Fusilli - Wool/ Cotton/ Silk/ Nylon

and August helped me demo them! He was such a good sport with my toys.

I also got a few shots of the crocheted ring toys, again with August demonstrating how fun they are!

Cat Toy - Set of 3 Crochet Ring Toys for Cats - Wool/Cotton/synthetic Fibers - 2-inch Plastic RingKitty Toy Bliss

I love that last shot of August! He doesn’t always have his eyes crossed, I just think the toy was so close up that he had trouble focusing! He just looks so silly-happy about his toy!

August came to me about a week ago with his mother and three brothers. We have Snow, Mr Gold, Cricket, Charming, and August.

Snow Unnamed boy1 Unnamed boy2 Unnamed boy3 Unnamed boy4

With a little help from my friends on Facebook, we chose a “Once Upon a Time” theme for this little family.

I am working on getting adoption portraits for the kittens. The above picture of Snow is my choice for her at this moment. I have a series of pictures of Mr Gold, and I think that the last one might be his adoption portrait:

Mr Gold's toy 1 Mr Gold's toy 2 Mr Gold's toy 3 Mr Gold's toy 4 Mr Gold's toy 5

 

I have one more great picture from our play sessions, but this one isn’t useful for adoption.

Duck's Kitten

Duck strikes again, absolutely loving the foster kittens as if he were their mother – see his smile? I can’t say enough about how great Duck is with the kittens. He plays with them and grooms them as if they were his.

So, for having to deal with less than ideal circumstances, I’m doing all right. And for now I’m going to rest, knowing that I’m doing the best I can.

Week in Review

The past week has been very eventful for me. I got more expensive plastic bracelets, made a lot of sales, dyed a ton of roving, invested in and started dying commercial yarn, met a new doctor, worked a little bit on some knitting projects… I’m sure I’m leaving things out.

I’ll start from the beginning. On Monday, I was watching tv with Michael when I got the sudden, stabbing chest pain I’ve become so familiar with. I’m not surprised, really, because since I’ve been having more problems with POTS, it ups the chance for me having restrictive cardiomyopathy and reduced blood flow to my heart. No big deal, now that I know what it is. I just lie flat on my back and put my feet all the way up, restoring blood flow and allowing my heart to slow down. The pain was stronger than usual this time, so I had to have Michael move me into position (good thing he wasn’t on yet another business trip) while I waited it out. A half hour passed, but the pain had not, so Michael told me he was taking me to the hospital.

I was still in pain when I got to the hospital, so they hooked me up to the EKG machine and took some blood. I began to improve while I was hooked up to the machines. “You’re fine,” they told me, and sent me home. I got the blood labs back on my way out the door, and I noticed that there actually was something wrong – I had low potassium. It was just below the reference range, but I am sensitive to very small amounts of chemicals (1/8th of an infant’s dose of Metoprolol scrambled my brain, after all). Low potassium can be dangerous, as it causes arrhythmias and muscle cramps. That was my problem. For once I fit inside the box for someone with this problem, and they still didn’t catch it. I believe in my heart that it’s because I’m “too young for heart disease,” so they dismiss that right off the top. It didn’t matter that I told them I had a history of POTS, or that I could usually fix the problem by getting into a position that returned blood flow to my heart. Honestly, I didn’t really need a doctor to interpret the tests for me, I just needed one to run them. Bottom line is, I’m ok now. Adding a potassium supplement has helped, except for today. I am not sure if I took the supplement yesterday, and I didn’t want to over do it (too much potassium can have bad effects, too). I think I must not have, given that I woke up feeling awful. Of course, it could have been the work I did yesterday that I’m paying for.

I spent all day on Saturday dying wool. I definitely plan to list most of it for sale as is, but I may spin one or more of them into yarn. I dyed some commercial sock yarn, too. I saved one skein to knit up for myself and see how it looks and to check if it’s really enough to make most pairs of socks. I only got 360 yds in 100g of yarn, and usually I see around 400 yds in that weight (and most patterns call for a minimum of 400 yds). Of course, I measured the yarn on my niddy noddy, and I’ve always questioned the accuracy of that method of measurement.

  This is some of what I dyed. I had so much that I needed the space in two bathrooms to dry it!

I also met a new medical doctor this week. Well, he’s a DO (doctor of osteopathy), but still, he has access to some things the chiropractors don’t. He is also a chiropractor, which informs his approach to health care, and thus informed my decision to interview him and see if he’s good enough for my team. I’ll cut to the chase – I am going to use his services. I like the guy (Dr M) – he’s personable, he listens to what I have to say, he believes in ME/CFS (a tall order in a medical doctor), he prefers a nutrition and lifestyle approach before pharmaceuticals are introduced, he says I’m not telling him something he hasn’t heard before (never heard that before – seriously!) and most importantly, he has new ideas. I’ll admit, the idea he’s fondest of was something I’ve already explored with Dr B, but maybe different testing and a new approach might yield some results. He thinks I have a problem with mold, that it is living in my airways and maybe even my heart. I’ve seen that on Mystery Diagnosis, actually, so what the heck – let’s give it a shot. I really liked that he gave me a disclaimer that not a lot of doctors do – he said I’ve been sick for more than twenty years, and he doesn’t expect me to be better in less than two years (and that there will be ups and downs). I already knew this, but I appreciate that he isn’t claiming to have “the answer” and a quick fix. He also correctly guessed that a lot of doctors wanted to offer anti-depressants to treat me, because ME/CFS is, in their world, a psychiatric disorder. There’s only one thing I really don’t like – he failed a test that I give many of my new potential doctors. I gave him a copy of the ME/CFS Guidelines for Medical Practitioners, explaining that that document had a very accurate description of what I have been dealing with for the last two and a half years (and longer on a less intense scale) and what treatments have and have not worked for me. He took it, flipped through, then gave it back. It has been my experience that practitioners who keep the copy and read it on their own time have been a better fit for me – it shows that they are interested in what I have learned and what I believe is going on. The ones who don’t look at all or give it back tend to arrogantly think they know everything and ignore any input I may have, and they miss the fact that I am fine on paper but obviously sick in person (and subsequently declare me “just fine”). I think this may not be the case here, but I am alerted to the possibility that he is, in fact, just like the others.

In knitting news, I have had very little time to work on things that for myself or my friends – my time really has been devoted to my shop. However, I did manage a little knitting this week. I’m making socks for Dr B’s nephew:

and I’m making a Baby Surprise cardigan for Dr B and his wife’s expected baby. I have no pictures of that yet, but I hope to remember to get a few before I visit them next month. I’m not making promises – my memory has been pretty terrible lately.

So, that’s it this week. I need to get back to editing photos, and maybe even get a little sleep tonight. Wish me luck!

I’m working all the time

I’ll admit, I had no idea what I was getting into when I decided to open Kitty Mine Crafts. I spend far more time on photography and marketing than I do making the yarn and fiber stuff that I sell. I am at this all hours of the day. It’s a lot of work. Work I love, but nonetheless, work.

The thing is, when I put this much time into something, it wears me out. Not like a normal person – I mean, I end up spending more time lying down than I would like. Sleeping in the middle of the day. Despite that, I am happy to be working. People who have commented on my shop in person have simply gushed over it. I feel like I’m doing a good job. I get lots of views and likes on my page, but not many sales. My next task is just that – figuring out how to land that sale after a person looks at my listing.

I’ve mentioned the concept of how my energy works before (the spoons story). Well, in order to spend my spoons on the job, I had to give up something. First, I gave up one of my chiropractic adjustments each week. This was possible because I am taking a new supplement, Calcium D-Glucarate, that is helping A LOT. It lowers estrogen levels, in turn lowering inflammation levels for me since I seem to have a bad reaction to estrogen (hard to get away from it when you’re female, or I’d just avoid it). I then moved my acupuncture to every other week. This might be a mistake because she does a lot more for me, including something called “interferential therapy,” which had been helping the pain levels some. I can’t eliminate the massage – I think I’d die of pain and inability to move. I know I need to eliminate more, but that will solve itself some when a coursera class I am taking, Gamification, is over with. I’ll be taking more classes in the future, but I’ll get a break for a little while. I might have to adjust my participation level as well – you can just listen to lectures, or, if you do the work, can earn a certificate. I like earning certificates. Makes me feel smart. And finally, I’ve neglected the blog again. I really want to keep up with it, especially since I’ve improved my photography. The kittens photograph so well!

As long as I don’t give up too much in the health care realm, I think I can continue to work hard on my business. Here is a small sample of things I’ve made in the last few weeks:

Half and Half Orange and Black

In case you’re wondering, no, I haven’t started using a light box – I just photograph right in my back yard. The lighting is great for that here in Colorado. I’ve reached a level with my photography that is good enough for my business. The pictures aren’t the best of all the listings, but they are better than most. It really isn’t reasonable for me to reach a level of skill that could be considered professional. If that were the case, I’d be selling my pictures instead.

My shop has had some success thus far. There is a group called “The Handmade Movement” who sneak attack newer Etsy shops. That is, they form a cash mob and buy a bunch of your inventory in order to give your business a boost. The people were incredibly nice – I recommend you go join them if you want to commit philanthropic acts on new, handmade products businesses. One of them even blogged about the event! I’ve not had any sales since, but I fully expect to do so in the future. I think I’ve done well for a shop that has only been open two months. I think the holidays will help, too.

I have no new kittens at the moment because we were traveling. Last week, Michael and I went to Boston, then drove to see Sara. I love visiting her – she and I have so much in common. If I had my act together, I could have joined her at a craft fair she was doing that weekend. She makes these great baby blankets – I might have even purchased one to give as a gift to another friend who really appreciates handmade things.

I returned the kittens to the shelter before we left. They should all be adopted by now. These are the pictures I gave the shelter for their profiles (far better than the ones they started with, I assure you):

 

You’d never guess if you didn’t know, but Marie and Lamarck, the two on the bottom, had eye infections when I first got them. Their eyes were so infected that the shelter vets thought they might have to take them out. I’m proud to say that we saved their eyes! Now, poor Marie still has a very weepy eye, but I truly believe she will outgrow it as her immune system develops.

So, that’s been my last few weeks. I get to stay home for October, so I’m expecting to get more kittens soon. Next week, when I’m not as busy with the online class assignments. For now, it’s back to work! Yay!

 

 

Never Bored Again

I realized today that, as long as I keep running my own business, I will never be bored again. If I’m not dying, carding or spinning fiber, I am photographing it and putting it online. If I’m not directly making things happen in my shop, I’m reading advice about how to make things happen in my shop. I’m putting up tweets, pins, and Facebook updates. I’ve joined groups on Ravelry that support fiber artists who open Etsy shops of any sort. I have not really stopped working in the last couple of days.

On the bright side, I’m proud of a lot of my work. I’ve made batts that look like these:

(the watermelon batt has been the most popular by far!)

I’ve dyed roving that looks like this:

I spun a skein of yarn:

and I’ve made cat toys like these:

 

These are just a sampling of the work I’ve done. I really need to perfect the photography, but I think I do well considering that I don’t have a fancy SLR camera or particular training in photography (but I do have a dear friend who is a photographic artist by profession, and I suspect she can give me pointers if I ask. She’s been AMAZINGLY helpful with setting up the harder parts of my shop).

In addition to the above work, I’ve also been setting up a business center in the basement. I’ll take a picture of what I’ve got, but it’s going to be a place where the drum carder and dying equipment lives, as well as a place for Michael to put the business supplies for his game.

I plan to make a formal inventory in the next few days, and maybe scan the receipts that I don’t already have in a digital format so I can have accurate books.

I’ve still not sold anything, but I have been getting a lot of views for my shop as I have increased my advertising. I have hope that the first sale will be soon – I’m betting it will be the watermelon batt that goes first. Another friend of mine hasn’t had any sales yet either, so she’s due (she makes baby/child things and blankets). Another friend does very well with her shop (she makes great jewelry, mostly for babies), and she’s had some good advice for me. I’m still very ok with the fact that getting my first sale will take time. I may not feel the same way in another month, but I will cross that bridge when I get there. I plan to do paid ads when I get a hundred different listings in my shop. I have twenty now.

The kittens are growing and doing quite well now that their mother has moved on. Duck has been the best nanny I could ask for – he plays with the kittens and keeps them clean, so they aren’t missing the best parts of their mom.

Buckley isn’t all that visible on the first picture, but I think I will be using the shot of Saxon in the second picture for his adoption photo.

I like this litter because they have a very good herd instinct. If I’m in the living room, the kittens go to the living room. If I go to the kitchen, they follow me there. The greatest part is that when we go into their room, they all come in, waiting for their next meal (and they eat a lot – they’re going through two 12oz cans of cat food a day, which is double what the four of my adult cats eat!). I can shut the door and put them down for a nap with no fuss.

So, yes, I will never be bored again. I will be sick and unable to work sometimes, but I will never be without something to do when I feel up for it.

 

Getting Busy

There’s been yet another drastic change in my world since my last post. Who am I kidding – there have been A LOT of drastic changes in my world since the last post. I’ll break them down by category.

Health:

Ever since March, I’ve been gaining weight. It’s been happening despite a lack of change in my diet or activity level. As I gained weight, I started to feel more and more exhausted and my ability to focus just kept diminishing. I gained about fifteen pounds all told, which put me back to where I was before I started to see Dr B. I started to feel defeated – I know that ME/CFS has a relapse/remission cycle, but every time I go into a relapse, it feels like someone has yanked on my short leash, bringing me to my knees.

During one of my weekly talks with Dr B, he suggested that maybe I was gaining weight because I was holding on to hormones. We tried an effort to force my biliary systems (liver, gallbladder) to work harder (hormones are detoxified using, amongst other things, bile). I learned then that I actually have a very hard time digesting proteins. I ate nuts, and they would come back out completely undigested. This suggests a shortage of bile or liver or gall bladder dysfunction. I am aware that Yaz, a birth control pill I used to take, causes a sludge to build up in the gall bladder, and sometimes it gives people gall stones. There are lawsuits about this, but I can’t prove it was the Yaz, and I don’t have actual stones (the sludge is not visible on the ultrasound – they only see it if they take out your gall bladder), so I’m not sure I can be included.

I tried a gall bladder cleanse next. The idea is to let bile build up in the gall bladder, then force the contents out all at once, with the pressure forcing out any stones or sludge. The short version of that story is, it didn’t work. At one point during the cleanse, you’re supposed to drink a mixture of 1/2c olive oil and 1/2c grapefruit juice (it tastes way better than I would have guessed – if it were mixed with a little vodka it would have been a decent cocktail). Well, rather than getting digested, the olive oil came out in the exact same form it went in.

Armed with the knowledge that I have a problem with detoxification, I looked for something that might help me. I remembered that when I went for non-cognitive biofeedback, H said to ask my doctors about Calcium D-Glucarate. It’s supposed to aid the detoxification pathways for steroid hormones (like cortisol and estrogen). None of them knew anything about it, so I just discarded the idea.

I shouldn’t have.

I started taking the Calcium D- Glucarate a few weeks ago, and I’ve been feeling A LOT better. It was a slow process, but by the next morning after starting this new supplement my brain fog started clearing and I started losing weight. The weight loss has continued, and I’m down about five pounds now. I never in the whole time changed my diet or my exercise level. It’s incredible. What’s even more interesting is that my chiropractic adjustments have been holding better, too. Dr B said that his research turned up evidence that this supplement helps treat ligament laxity. Well, that’s been a problem for a long time, and might be part of the reason I can’t hold an adjustment. Ligament laxity led to me breaking an ACL in high school. In a Facebook post a few months ago, I surmised that I might be having a problem with estrogen given the correlation of flare ups with my hormone cycles. Looks like I was right. Estrogen is an inflammatory hormone, and it makes my brain burn like soy does. It seems that this supplement is working as it’s supposed to.

As my brain started to defog, I became more ambitious. I thought I was getting more energy, so I undertook a few larger projects. It turns out that all I got was ambition. I am motivated to do things, and thinking part is easier, but I burn out hard and fast in a day. What’s worse is that because I’m overexerting myself, I’m triggering Fibromyalgia flares. This is another prison I find myself in. As soon as I can see the outside world that I want to be a part of, I try to join it, only to be rudely prevented by the glass wall I didn’t realize was there.

One little bright spot in this health thing – check out this article. I’m also considering attending this teleconference with the FDA.

Projects:

At some point during these last two years (yes, it’s been that long now since I got so sick I couldn’t function normally), I came to accept that I cannot work in a regular job with scheduled hours. It’s a problem that a lot of chronically ill people face, actually. We can and want to be productive, it just has to be on our own terms (or more particularly, the diseases’ terms). I knew the only way I was going to be able to have gainful employment was to work for myself in a job that I could do when I felt well and neglect when I had a bad day. At first, I just did volunteer activities like fostering kittens and patient advocacy. I figured if I wasn’t accountable to anyone for a paycheck, then I didn’t have to work regular, scheduled hours.

Just last week, though, I embarked on what will hopefully turn into a paying gig. I opened a store on Etsy, Kitty Mine Crafts.    Nothing has sold yet, but I’m not terribly worried. I need to build inventory. I looked at competing stores and products, and I realized that there are hundreds of pages of merchandise available. I need to have a larger stock in order to increase my chances of showing up on any particular page. I spent most of the first week dying fiber, making batts, and purchasing supplies.

  I bought these dyes

 and this thirty-pound bump of undyed merino wool.

I had some undyed Falkland wool that came with my new drum carder (a Strauch Finest), so I got started with that while I was waiting for the supplies above. So far I have a few wool batts, some dyed roving, and one skein of handspun yarn listed. I also plan to sell handmade cat toys, but  I have to make some first!

I created a Facebook Page for the business as well. If you stop by either the store itself or the Facebook page, it would be helpful if you could click “like” on those pages, and/or on the particular items you happen to like. It helps publicize my stuff. I intend to put an Etsy widget for my store onto my blog, but I haven’t yet figured out how to make that happen.

There is another big project that I attempted (this week, in fact). Michael left for Gen Con ( he made a card & dice game called “Chaos and Alchemy” that he brought to demo at the convention), so I got to a task I’ve wanted to accomplish for a while – fixing the wood floor in the hallway between the kitten room, laundry room and office. A few months ago, my washing machine flooded that hallway – a $0.06 clamp broke, letting the machine overfill. After I fixed the machine, I noticed  the floor boards were all wavy. I had leftover boards from when I installed the floor in the first place, so I ripped up the warped boards and replaced them. In two days. I’m still paying for that, but I’m glad I did it. There was black mold that smelled like death near the kitten room door. Yuck. It’s gone now.

Kittens:

Today, I have five kittens in my kitten room. I returned their mother to the shelter yesterday because, despite being a very devoted mother to the kittens when they were all very ill with a URI, she suddenly turned on the kittens and started attacking them. It made me cringe to see the way the kittens cowered when their mother even walked near them, and I didn’t want them to learn to fear adult cats. Now Duck plays with them, patiently allowing the kittens to learn that not all adult cats are cranky.

Anning, the kittens’ mother, was only six pounds when she went in for her spay surgery!

Anning’s litter of kittens came to me because they had special needs. Two of the kittens had an eye infection so severe that the vets thought they might need to remove the eyes. I was given a ton of medications to treat these kittens: an antibiotic called “Clavamox”, an anti-viral pill called “Famvr”, an antibiotic eye drop called “Ofloxacin”, and another anti-viral eye drop (given HOURLY) called “Idoxuridine”. The kittens have been going back to the vet weekly to check on their progress, and I am happy to report that they are going to be able to keep their eyes! I suspect their vision won’t be as good in the infected eyes, but as of today, their eyes look so clear you’d never know they had an infection. This is what foster homes are so good for – the shelter staff did not have the time to devote to hourly treatments on the kittens, but I did.

So yeah, busy life.

I plan to get photos of the kittens in the near future, as well as continuing to stock my Etsy store. I hope this means I’ll have more time and ambition for blogging, but we’ll just have to see. No promises, but wish me luck.

P.S. Today is Michael’s and my 10th anniversary. It’s unfortunate that he has to be away, but it is for a good cause. Plus, we went on a cruise earlier this year, so we’ve already celebrated. 🙂

 

 

Three Bags Full

Good news – I made it to the Estes Park Wool Market on Saturday. Even better news – I got a fleece and a half (I’m sharing one of them with my friend Julie). I am still in the market for a drum carder to process all that fleece, but I can obtain one outside of the wool market. I needed to get a fleece in person.

The fleece I kept to myself is from a Jacob ewe.

 This one has at least three colors. It’s really soft.

I washed just a handful of the fiber last night so I could see how it will look all finished. Note that the yellowish wool in the top picture becomes this gleaming white wool after it is washed. Some of the discoloration is lanolin, and some of it is dirt. The closeup shot gives you an idea of the crimp in this wool. It’s kind of loose, like maybe a person with curly hair.

 

I am splitting a CVM (California Variegated Mutant) fleece with Julie. These fleeces are stuck together, and they kind of look like the sheep they came from. No worries, there is no skin there, just wool. The sheep are still alive and happy.

I also washed some of this fiber to see what the variegation looks like. Notice the crimp is much tighter than the Jacob wool in the closeup shot of the fiber. Julie tells me this will make a springier yarn. I’m kind of excited to try this out!

I could have gotten goat, alpaca or vicuña fleece as well. There may have been even more options, but there was only so much I could see in one day. I know you’re wondering why I would even consider an alpaca fleece given my allergy, but I have some good news: if I still have the allergy, it is minimal. I had the acupuncturist try to eliminate my alpaca allergy by using some fiber I definitely had a reaction to. When I went to the wool market, I visited the alpaca tent with no problem. I pet a few prepared alpaca rovings with no problem. I even pet a live alpaca and then deliberately rubbed my hand on my nose and face with no discernible reaction! At worst, I had a mild reaction to the fibers (my throat was a little swollen by the end of the day, but that happens randomly sometimes – it wasn’t like my normal throat closing reaction). I am thrilled that this treatment actually worked for me! I will be knitting with alpaca again, but only in small amounts, just in case. I have a little squirreled away for just this sort of occasion.

I had one more adventure worth sharing. After the wool market, Julie and I went to join some other knitters, weavers and spinners for dinner. I was putting my things in the back seat of my car when I had an incident. I dropped a little bag containing my carousel sock and the 2mm double pointed needles on the back seat of my car moments before slipping on some grass. I fell forward into the car seat and managed to stab myself just above the knee with the metal needle. I stood up, and realized it had gone in about an inch. Oddly, it didn’t hurt, but I pulled the needle out (much like someone might pull a dagger out of their chest in a movie) and went in to wash the wound. After I was cleaned up and bandaged, the hole started to hurt some, but not as much as I would expect. As of this morning, it looks and feels no worse than a puncture wound I might have gotten from a cat. Still, this is my first knitting injury in 27 years.

In other news, I spent today photographing the kittens. The shelter gave us tips on how to get better pictures of kittens because they are working harder at advertising the animals they have up for adoption. I like most of these pictures, but I think I can do better on some. I still have a few days.

 Jim  Pam

 Toby  Bernard  Kevin

I’m not as thrilled with the bottom three pictures as I am the top two, so I’ll keep trying. This was just one photo session, after all. Kittens don’t exactly cooperate when you’re trying to photograph them, but these guys did a decent job. It helps to get them when they’re sleepy.

Well, that’s all I’ve got today. I’m reminding myself that this has to be enough.